Well, hello - and happy December! Time has flown. I took some time to continue recovering from the transplant but then we set off for a trip to chase the fall colors and be with many people we care deeply about. I'll paste our Christmas letter below for a few more details on that. But first... Before we left, I met with the oncologist in Denver (Dr. Haverkos) and shared that I was feeling some familiar swollen lymph nodes. He was uncharacteristically reassuring - stating that they could be from my having some recent dental work done. I've gotten pretty good at putting things out of my mind through this whole thing - and going back to what has helped me the most - relying on the fact that the God of the Universe knows how this whole thing (and everything) turns out. And that He is for us. So we went on our trip and it was magnificent! We got home and I did dread getting the PET scan. I vowed to myself I wouldn't look at it until after Andy's mom's memorial we were...
So....it's been a minute. It was hard when we came home from the apartment about 3 months after transplant. I expected to feel better. Some weeks later I realized I was finally feeling more normal. The yucky edgy feeling in my body had lifted. I think Andy (hip replacement shortly after I came home) and I became actually euphoric for a bit - there is nothing like relief from pain to make you feel great! Emotionally it has been nice to leave cancer behind in a way I haven't been able to do for so many years. I think that is why I haven't been updating here for so long. I just celebrated the 6 month post transplant milestone. I had a PET scan about two weeks ago. I saw on the portal that some of the old lymph nodes on my neck were showing up again. We cancelled the scheduled removal of my port. We met with the T-cell Lymphoma specialist (Haverkos) remotely a few days ago. He is wondering if the lymph nodes are from my having some dental work done the week before th...
It's 2:13am and I'm awake so I thought I'd check in. Thanks again to you for reading this; we are all so bombarded with information competing for our attention that I feel very honored that you take time for this. I received the nicest text yesterday from a retired coworker and friend, reminding me that "many people who care about you and are here to support you in any way that helps." I've been so blessed with people all my life - in my big family and now families, my past, current work, my church, and friends I've met along the way. I often thank God for this fact and pray others will be so blessed. One of my biggest "problems" in my life has been pointed out by Kiyomi. She's a corporate coach for an insurance company with many tools in her bag and one of them is a myriad of personality theories that help people see themselves more clearly and understand others too. She's pointed out to me that one of my strongest personality traits i...
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