Thankful days - feeling pretty good.

I got sick the end of October and feel like I've been fighting a battle with my body since, with a very cherished break in January during which I hosted dear friends. I felt pretty good that month with lots of energy, thankfully. February had me feeling like I was racing the clock. The lymphoma appeared to be "taking off," the way the doctors had predicted. I could have gone into the hospital and started CHOEP chemo but I was hoping to make it till I could start the clinical trial. I would picture myself trying to get on a moving Merry-Go-Round that would moving too fast. Would I make it? I couldn't get in to see Dr. Haverkos until mid May. I was so so happy when I started it - it's just a simple combo of 2 drugs as I think I've described before. Unfortunately, I started feeling worse and worse on it over time. I was scared to tell them how badly I felt but I was honest. After meeting weekly with the clinical coordinator (Celeste) of the trial and various ...