Day 21 True North

True North
Day 21



After a very uncomfortable night, I talked with the doctor about how badly I was feeling. She convinced me to start on juice and refeeding. Next time I will know that when I feel that badly, it helps to do a day or two of juice and then start back up. I've had 3 juices today. They are very sweet and I wish they would temper it, but I can't complain. I don't think I will be able to get the 4th one of the day down, though. I'm just feeling fragile, like I might vomit if I push myself. 

For the bladder infection, they use a natural product called D-Mannose Powder by Pure Encapsulations. It's super easy to take - a powder that completely disappears in water and doesn't taste like anything. I'm so grateful it's so easy to take! 

I can't recommend the videos we are watching enough. The Truth About Cancer, Journey Through Asia. It makes me so sad that people don't even know what they could be doing to support themselves through chemo and radiation. Simple things. Not everything they cover on these videos is for everyone, but tidbits can lead us to our own answers. 

I'm down 18.5 lbs to 115.2 with 19 days of fasting. 

I pray you and yours are well as 2019 winds down. I also pray we all encourage each other to take good care of these bodies we've been given. Real foods from the earth. It's our only hope. xoxo

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  1. UnknownDecember 29, 2019 at 12:27 PM

    I've quit 3 times through your journey, kuddos skinny. Tried downing a juice today in co-celebration. Loving you through it.

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