When the rubber meets the road

Hi there. I haven't felt good. It seems like ever since I got the SOT (vaccine) made from my own blood for the Epstein Barr Virus and I started going to the herbalist, Tom Screens, I just haven't felt well. My doctor believes in what the herbalist does, as do many of the patients I have met at the center. He was once a chiropractor and is trained in the use of Chinese herbs. He uses Rife technology and more, reading meridians and energy. He makes his own supplements, researches extensively, and blends herbal concoctions based on what your body says it needs. It takes some faith and is impossible for me to explain when asked about all I am taking. I've tried to increase the amount of juice I take in but, boy, what a job that is every day. I battle thoughts about possible conflicts in my protocol:      No alcohol with Hoxsey yet there is alcohol in the herbal mixtures.      No pork with Hoxsey yet there is pork in the natural thyroid hormone I take. ...

One of the very best pieces of advice I have received in this journey is to trust my body to tell me what to do. I experienced a down right miracle when doing so - when I went to the oncologist a few months ago, resigned to start a 5 - 7 drug chemo that would start me down a path I believe would be destructive, but that I had come to believe was necessary, only to have the doctor stop everything when he couldn't find any proof of disease. An hour later, the lymph nodes were swollen again. I absolutely know that was God speaking to Andy and I. He stopped us cold. Sometimes the other path he has set us on feels like too much for me and, frankly, it is very confusing. I have no proven effective treatment (conventional or alternative), no guru, no miracle food or herb - to cling to. Much of the time I feel like I'm in a dense fog, hoping I'm walking toward solid ground and not a jagged cliff. For awhile, the clear message at that appointment gave me great peace. Then the doub...