A Reprieve ?

Since going to the oncologist last week and deciding to put off the CT scan until 6/2, I have felt like my pre-lymphoma self. It is sort of confusing. I feel so normal - maybe a bit more fatigued than normal but, like I said before, that may be because I am actually paying attention and I am worried about pushing myself.

This weekend I read the book, The Journey, loaned to me by my big sis. It gave me some great tools that are helping me identify and deal with some emotional baggage. Powerful.

I am still reading Radical Remission which is super encouraging.

I also pick up Killing Your Cancer without Killing Yourself once in awhile.

Anyhow - there is no new news. Just trying to keep up with a regimen that is difficult. The herbs and supplements have doubled since I outlined it all before. The hardest part is spacing them; 3 times a day on an empty stomach. Others with food. No animal protein after 2. No sugar, alcohol, vinegar, tomatoes, pork, artificial sweeteners, carbonated beverages...Detox strategies. Exercise every day. Plenty of sleep. Essential Oils. CBD. Tonic and herbs. Chinese tea.  But...as a person in one of the books I'm reading said - this is hard and the stomach often hurts, but it is nothing compared to chemo.

So, here's hoping we get our own "radical remission."

Thanks again for all the love, support, and prayers! I feel it all! xo

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  1. Faith and LoveMay 23, 2017 at 6:31 AM

    Lord, we are humbled by the love you poured out for us all, the wisdom you taught the apostles and the world. I for one feel such joy as your word shines a light on the path leading us to eternal joy, peace, and love. Lord your healing hand for this dear person, Amen

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    1. Faith and LoveMay 23, 2017 at 6:37 AM

      Lord, also thank you for herbs that make us laugh and heal at the same time.

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