When the rubber meets the road

Hi all. I feel so very blessed. There is no doubt that all the prayers and love have impacted how I've done through this process. We met with the head t-cell MD today. I had questions from the PET scan, Bone Marrow biopsy, labs, and pulmonary tests. We got 100% good news! We go back to Aurora twice next week and the last time May 9 (100th day since transplant). Next week they will reduce or stop some meds that make me so tired. After the 9th I will have a couple remote appointments with Aurora but will be monitored by the oncologist I used to see in Colorado Springs. I feel like I can see the end of this tunnel. I still need to be careful not to get sick before August, when my immune system will be better able to handle viruses and such. But all is well. Very well! Thank you for everything! Love to you all.

Things have been stable. Last week I had a Bone Marrow Biopsy and had the trifusion central line taken out. What a relief to be able to shower freely after a couple days. Monday I had pulmonary tests to make sure all the different chemo drugs haven't hurt my lungs. I don't have the results from that yet.  I still go in twice a week for extensive labs and a visit with someone: a PA, NP, Psychologist, Social Worker, Transplant Coordinator, a Post-Transplant / Survivability Coordinator, or the MD. I always see a nurse who takes vitals, flushes my port, and asks all the questions.  Monday we saw the psychologist who was obviously looking for signs of distress and trauma. They have PTSD groups, groups for people taken over by fear of reoccurrence, groups who feel lonely because of this experience... A few things came clear. My faith in this process as God leads gives me a different point of view and allows me to be grateful for the good things happening while recognizing but not dw...

I'm sorry I've been MIA. I haven't been feeling all that well. The fatigue and general sense of malaise is hard to explain. My mind has a running to do list, especially when we snuck home for a couple days to meet with a window installer and now again to get ready for Easter. A couple days ago, I had a bone marrow biopsy and had the trifusion central line that looked like an octopus sticking out of my chest pulled out. Earlier in the week I had a PET Scan, for which I asked lot of people to pray, last minute. "No evidence of Lymphoma." what a relief.  Today was my first shower in a few days. How great it feels to have all the bandages off.  I remember back to people warning me that I wouldn't "feel human" for 6 months. We've decided to have my hubby's hip replaced mid May since we both won't feel like doing much anyhow. August 1 (my 6th month mark) is our 38th wedding anniversary and we hope to both feel pretty good by then. In fact, we r...

 I've said it before - the Holy Spirit has been so kind in the way He has brought just the right person at the right time to help me and be with me throughout this process. I have just had 4 days with my vivacious, fun, productive, and loving dear friend, Michele. We are planning a RV trip with our hubbies to see the fall colors, historical sights, and many other fun adventures this Fall. She planned and I chimed in once in a while. We marveled at how perfect it was to have this time together to focus - when we didn't know before if I'd be up for it.  My hubby was busy "taking a break" from our little apartment. He spent a day with the grandkids at their house and had them at our house for a few hours. He even colored Easter eggs with them. He's so special.  Michele went with me to my appointment with my Survivorship - also called Post Allo Transplant Nurse, Rachel. I had my usual list of questions. The coordinator had a pretty extensive presentation about wha...

Hi all. We just met with the main oncologist who is very pleased with how I'm doing. Andy and I walked nearly 1/2 mile (total) yesterday to get lunch. It is good to push myself but my legs are heavy today so we will take it easy this afternoon. I remember when my little sis was here, I couldn't walk to the door of the apartment so I'm definitely improving. I'm nauseous today because a nurse practitioner thought I should be able to do without those meds so I tried going without, but I'm back on them so I'll be better soon. The doc knows we are going home for Easter but warns against crowds or anyone who is sick. He says I should be able to do what I want at 6 months (August 1) because, if I do catch something by then, I should be able to handle it. I guess that means no church or crowds until August 1. I have a bone marrow biopsy and PET scan next week. I'm certain we will be celebrating no signs of disease when we get those results. Andy asked when they co...

Text from Susie... If I could write one thing on your blog, Cath, it would be……also so you remember….. I was out there a month ago, taking care of my best friend. What a privilege it was to be there with her for a week and have Andy trust me to take great care of her. We had time to laugh and talk, I was there to take care of her, love her, it was nerve-racking and scary at the same time, she was so weak, and so frail. For breakfast, I might be able to get her to eat one scrambled egg and two strawberries before she had to take her medicine. Lunch might be a couple scoops of cottage cheese with a half a banana. Very little food, very little energy. She could walk about 20 feet. From a chair she would sit in to the kitchen door where her wheelchair was. I’d push her through the halls to get in the car. And then when we got to the hospital, I'd push her from the car down the long hallway, two long hallways to her doctor's office. Today was the first time I talked to her since I l...